Working late, and finishing some notes for tomorrow's grind.
Suddenly, I was feeling nostalgic.
* BIG SIGH!
I miss people very significant to me that have crossed over to the eternal world. I just wish I can hear their voices all over again. Most of them left when there were no unlimited wifi yet---when communication wasn't as accessible like today.
I used to write them letters, cards and enclose photos of us, and especially of the kids.
When I am feeling this way, I usually drown myself in music. I listen to my favorite singable songs. The problem is I want to sing along to these tunes too.
This is what I always do while gardening. Rather than feeling sad of a situation I have no control over anymore, I keep myself busy.
I garden.
I walk.
I sing.
It is 41 minutes past midnight here. I really want to sing my nostalgia out loud, but everyone in my part of the world is asleep. I do not want the neighbors to call the police, and report me for public disturbance.
So, I decided to write about it instead.
By the way, I wanted to sing this song by Sara Bareilles.
