*sigh

I have been feeling unhappy for days. I just feel alone, and there's no one to go to. I am not talking about marriage here.

It's about a business endeavor I've wanted to launch for a long time. Actually, it has been almost ten years.

I guess I'll just do it alone. 

80% of me wants to give up, but should I hope for the 20% light at the end of the tunnel?

I am not sure.

All I know is that at this very moment my heart is heavy, and I hate feeling it.

The heart is so heavy, I might sink.

Pray for me.